Παρουσίαση Duality  στο Μουσείο Φυσικής Ιστορίας

Posted on September 4, 2019

Εχθές το βράδυ έγινε η πρώτη παρουσίαση του ‘Duality’ στο Μουσείο Φυσικής Ιστορίας Κρήτης. Η χαρά μου ήταν και είναι αδιανόητη! Η αίθουσα γέμισε από ανθρώπους που με τίμησαν με την παρουσία τους και εγώ δεν μπορούσα να πιστέψω οτι συμβαίνει στα αλήθεια. Πρώτον γιατί αυτό το βιβλίο ήταν ένα πολύ μακρινό όνειρο που έγινε πραγματικότητα και δεύτερον γιατι δεν είμαι ο μόνος άνθρωπος που του αρέσει από ότι φαίνεται. Σας ευχαριστώ όλους που με στηρίξατε με την παρουσία σας και όλους εσάς που ξέρω οτι θέλατε να έρθετε και δεν μπορούσατε. Επίσης θέλω να ευχαριστήσω το Μουσείο Φυσικής Ιστορίας, την Λένα τον Παναγιώτη και την Στέλλα για την φιλοξενία και την βοήθεια τους. Την Ειρήνη Μακεδώνα και το Χρήστο Τσουμπλέκα, την αδερφή μου Τόνια και τους γονείς μου αλλα και όλους τους φίλους μου που με βοήθησαν για ακόμα μια φορά να κάνω τα όνειρα μου πραγματικότητα.

Now

Posted on January 22, 2019
I came back to it. Two years later. I listen to it and it feels like the first time.
Now I know you a little better
Now I understand a little better
All the things that connect us.
I can read your face when you are not well and I know what you are thinking
Now we are free, no preconceptions, non-empty expectations
Now I feel you and I see the reality of our future
Now you are my person, for real, I need you.
Now I can wait for you.
Now we dance
Now you know my friends and they know you
Now I feel up with joy sleeping peacefully down your neck
Now I love you, not for me through your reflection
Now I am with you everywhere.
Now we are moving forward together
Now we are luminous
Now I am crying of the first time in a long time thinking of you.
I was tired of crying but now my rears are transparent
Now we are not together but now I know this will change
Now we need to be together, cause everything we have is now
Now I am not afraid to fight and try new things.
Now its real
Now I am jealous and I am domesticating its wilderness
Now or never
Nobody is gonna break our spirit now
Now I get pissed off and I relax thinking of your love instantly
Now we are swimming in deep waters, a pod of whales splashing messages to one another
Now we are trees connecting their routes blindly by breaking through the dry soil
Now we are merging, shaped by the wind
Two clouds transforming through the wind’s chaotic patterns, changing colors by the shifting of the light.
Now the water and sunlight make us blossom.
Now you are bathing underneath the forceful downfall of my waters
Now your warm air lifts my wings higher and I just need to let go and enjoy the ride.
Now notes are forming a melody
Now we synchronize
Now I don’t know what’s next and now you don’t know either
But now we know
Now I don’t want anybody else
Now I want you
Now it’s the time to create, together
Now I am crying again
Now I feel like a god
Now I feel like a beggar
Now you laugh
Now the sun comes out
Now I can’t think of anything
Now my fingertips feel your skin crawling through them
Now you are the sea
Now we are weird fishes swimming at the bottom of the ocean
Now
Its always now it has never been anything else. And every now away from you, is every step along the way with the sun hidden behind heavy grey clouds
Now we dance
Now I want to run and tell you everything
Now, time means nothing beside the repetition of a moment that evolves into different shapes
It’s funny how we now miss each other but the moment we meet we have never been apart before
Now we are old and now we are young, and now we haven’t born yet but we’ve died already.
Now, what does that mean?
Now means nothing, now is everything
Now I am trying to understand time using the framework of time.
Now time is self-conscious
There is no now, there is no never, neither forever
We are, I am, you are
We are not, you are not, I am not either.
Its brutal, consciousness
We let go of something that fulfills its own purpose and has no propose.
We accept and we move forward with no choice, catching up a wave that will crash on the rocks and disappear until the next one comes along
We are water that evaporates in the sky and rains down back to the earth, to water the roots that we are.
It never ends and there is no never, no end, how can it never end then?
Now we are fire burning, warming the hands of a little girl.
Now its never the same again
Now is always different
Now I can write forever
But now I run, I find you, I tell you about now.
Now, my love, It’s all now.

New circle

Posted on January 2, 2019

The end was near. Overwhelmed by the events that led to this moment, I was standing on the edge of a dark body of water, lying calmly underneath a grey sky. My speechless brain was synchronizing with the silence of the moment.

I used to be a piece of cloth, almost torn apart from the past and the future.
This time was different. Tranquility.
Time was bending continuously, creating more time until it completely shaped into a perfect infinite circle.
The sound of silence was transforming into a pulseless electrocardiogram.
Suddenly,
A breathing “mountain” breached out of the water creating a pick in a flatlined horizon, echoing the sound of life.
A seemingly new start on the infinite path of the circle of life.

Where are you?

Posted on August 10, 2018

It’s been a long time

where are you?

I feel you are drifting away in every anxious thought

Where are you?

My hair turned gray

Where are you?

I wanna play

Where are you?

I can’t stop thinking

Where are you?

I promise I’ll let it be

Καίνε

Posted on August 7, 2018

Καίνε τα μάτια μου σαν να νυστάζω.
Καίνε από αυτά που δεν μπορούν να δουν.
Καίνε

The tree has fallen

Posted on April 26, 2018

[Listening to Stop the dams]

Metal, from the keys in my pocket to the destructive roar of the machines.
The penetrating sound of an ambulance. Noise.
Faded sounds of birds. A little metal wind chime.
A dying plant in a pot with dry soil.

Once there was a beautiful forest.
A place that would only be illuminated by the stars at night.

Too many led lights burn my eyes.
A disrupted natural flow, a sickening grey concrete that annihilates.
The smell of smoke with no fire to be seen.

Void tries to be filled with garbage.

The tree has fallen. 

Looking at the sky disconnected from its roots while thousands of cars pass by and nobody notices.

We are.

Posted on March 12, 2018

Billions of years of evolution, from the explosion of a single dot to space exploration. From Microorganisms to intelligent life, collectively we experienced, progressed and became self-conscious.     

We look through telescopes and build spaceships. Continuously we explore the furthest corners of the cosmos, just to experience more of our selves. Our brain is the epitome of the universe’s evolution. We are an endless circle of nature becoming conscious of itself.

Virtual reality

Posted on March 4, 2018

[Listening to Max Richter – Sarajevo]

My eyes are closed. Sound is almost the only sense I have.
The time is passing and everything becomes louder and start sounding like a threat.
I can’t move. People are talking aggressively around me in a foreign language.
I am a hostage!
My heart starts beating heavily. I am sweating all over my body.
I start thinking that the end is near.
Every little breeze of air scares me.
My thoughts are passing by with the speed of light.
I start to lose perception of reality. I am in a constant state of fear. I realize every odd is against me.
I start picturing every little moment in my life, trying to find what mistakes I have made to end up here. Is it my fault? It can’t be! Why would I ever create the circumstances for such an event to occur. I am losing my mind, sweating and trembling.
I am responsible for my own death!
My heart pounding so hard and it feels ready to crush.
My brain will fall apart in this state of confusion.
The voices get closer and I am in panic. This is it!
I take a deep breath almost accepting my fate.
In these final moments, out of nowhere, a realization comes.
Nobody is forcing me to do anything.
I take a big breath and I open my eyes.
My shoes are wet from the running water on the side of the street. A drop of rain falls off my nose and I realize I am fully wet. People with shopping bags are waiting next to me for the traffic light to turn green. Suddenly everybody starts crossing the road and I am numb.
I make my first step…
There is still two blocks until I get to work.

Art

Posted on February 27, 2018

Art is the emotional expression of our subconscious being.